im back.... because.... i must write this down!!!!!

I will add my big news tonight, when the kids go to bed. Yay!!!


So..... We lost 2 babies and then had a chemical pregnancy. We got pregnant right after the chemical.

Now were expecting.... Not only 1 baby... BUT TWO BABIES!!!!! WERE HAVING TWINS!!

I Went to the er with bad pains on one side. I was worried about an ectopic pregnancy. So i got my blood taken, urine sample and an ultrasound. The ultrasound confirmed that i had a cyst recently rupture and another one on my ovary.
Then she kept going back and forth and she said "theres two in here" .. twins? No way,.omg omg seriously? Are you serious right now???
I was in complete shock. How lucky i am right now!!!!
This will make 7 children. Yeah, im pretty sure were done. Atleast until we move and buy a larger van.

I thought we were looking at my ovarys.... I know they can look like they have 2 sacs or more bit its really cysts or eggs. So i didnt think much about it till she said it.

Im still in shock. Im so excited but also so scared. I want these babies to be okay. I pray many times a day they are okay and we get to raise them.
I staryed eating all organic and gmo free foods. We have been using less "daily prodects" and started making our own. Like toothpaste, acne scrub, moisterizer much more....


Symptoms:
Normal!
Sore boobs VERY SORE
Night sickness
Bad cramps from having a ton of gas( every morning)
Textured foods are bothering me. Certain textures, like meats meainly.
Major bloating
Major pains in my stomach and vajayjay.

Obsessions:
Fruits, juice, water, and spinach. and my unhealthy obsession since they contain msgs is alo water, which contains pulp. Its so good but high in sugar.


We are making blue prints for the house, adding two more babies spaces. We want to keep them together, sleeping and nap.

Our kids are so excited! Kendra even said "i told you there was two mom" lol
My brother,sister in law and her mom all guessed that we were pregnant with twins. Its funny cause i had so many symptoms even before i should have. (I guess because my hcg levels are so high.  )

Which reminds me.... My hcg levels during this ultrasound was 37,476. Babies sized at 5w3d and 5w5d.

UPDATE..... I STARTED BLEEDING. (NEXT POST).